I wrote this song about Lying to yourself about yourself, however wanting
to do better to drown out those inner voices telling you that you’re not
enough, and coming to the realization that good change takes time, and
that there is always someone in our corner.
Lyrics
This time
I wanna do better by myself
So I don’t repeat this vicious cycle, again
Oh
I wanna do better by you
Don’t wanna be the same old person again
And over again and over again and over again
I’ve been here for so long
I couldn’t let go of it
I wanted to heal
I wanted to feel
But I was out of it
I held on for so long
I talked myself into it
The pressure too much
Not changing enough
I know its not a race
Oh, I know I’m not alone
Oh, I know I’m not alone in this
Oh, I know I’m not alone
Oh, I know I’m not alone
I held on for so long,
I couldn’t let go of it
I wanted to heal
I wanted to feel
But I was out of it