This song explores themes of being hard on yourself, especially as artists we
are our worst critics; especially when we us art as a scape for our problems,
it can be as a double edge sword, helping you but also having you to deal
with those darker thoughts.
Lyrics
I did it again, I let myself down
Why is it so easy ,to give up
Ignore all my feelings, they’re coming undone
And feeling so overwhelmed, I am not myself
But I know that I’m better than this
And how could I be, anything but the exception of me,
And how could I know of this monster in me
It crept up inside and I think I know why
If I could be different, would it be
If I could be different would it be
But I know that I’m better than this
And how could I be, anything but the exception of me,
And how could I know of this monster in me
It crept up inside and it dug its claws deep
If I could be different, would I be
If I could be different would I be